Polyamory

Unified Poly Triad Symbol

I know it has been a long time since I have posted. I am, actually, posting from work! I just finished "watching" TV with my sister, and by watching, I mean I loaded the episode online with full closed captioning and she watched from home. We watched that Showtime reality show Polyamory; Married and Dating and I have to say, this was the perfect episode for me to watch as the first one.
In this episode, so many things I have been thinking about were addressed. And even some things I have discussed recently with Master as well.
A really good idea I got from this episode was the possibility of a "Poly Pot Luck," which is just gathering with local poly people for a good meal and fellowship. They used the word solidarity alot this week, and that is exactly what it seemed like they got out of th epot luck. Lots of like minded relationships getting together to talk about being poly and how they all "do poly."
There was a conversation between two members of two different relationships talking about their fears about coming out as poly, how their families would react and if they would accept them as poly and/or their other partners. It was nice to see that other poly families struggle with some of the same issus we do.
They also discussed the triad featured in the show and their pending commitment ceremonies, It is nice to know that other couples think about these issues.
They went over alot of things I think all poly individuals are faced with. From the difficulties with finding other poly couples to socialize with in their own area to coming out to commitment and family acceptance.
I would love to be able to find a community like they showed somewhere, but I also know the issues we all face, no matter where we live. The biggest seems to be the basic human desire for acceptance.

Goals and accomplishments

My sister and I are known for having long talks about service, how to best serve our Master, me learning things about my slave hood, sister teaching those things, and so much more. She has helped me understand some of the urges I have, some of the needs to submit, totally and completely, and has taught me to not be afraid to accept and fully give into the need.
Looking back to where I was 18 months ago, when I first started on this journey, I can tell I have come such a long way. If i had written this entry back then, it would have looked, read, and seemed like a different person was writing it. In many ways, that assumption would have been true.
I was, quite literally, a scared, angry, hurt little girl. I was stuck in the past, the day before my world changed and came crashing down. Many had seen the hurt and pain and turned away, abandoning me to my self pity. I learned quickly how to develop a mask, to hide my true feelings, to hide from the hurt and pain.
Then, Master came along. Over the last 18 months, I have learned to deal with everything I was hiding from. I have become more complete as a person. I have grown and learned. I have stopped hiding from my nature, but, instead, embraced it and flourished within it.
As a slave, I have gone from not allowing anyone into my heart and mind to Master being there all the time, for living for His commands.
I have started to deal with the things I was hiding from. I know I still have a long way to go, but I have started. I am glad I was with Master when I got the news that the person responsible for the pain was dead. Learning that and having Master's love and support during that time opened me up to the ability to heal. Master helped me walk through the door towards healing, towards getting better.
I no longer feel the need to retreat all the time, no longer feel the need for that comfort I got from retreating, the denial of what really happened.
When I read this a year from now, will I have changed as much as I have already? I think so. I am playing catch up. I missed so many years of development socially, mentally, and emotionally, that I am rapidly catching up now.
I love the idea of the blog because it is a living history of myself, of what and who I am and have become. I have come a long way, but I am not fully there yet, I still have a ways to go, but I think I am closer to a healthy, happy, well adjusted young adult than I was 18 months ago, and only one Person deserves the credit for guiding me down this journey and this passageway to adulthood.
Master has not been the light at the end of the tunnel, but the light along the path through the tunnel.

Drive-By Chores/Ritual

Before starting to figure out things for work over the summer, there is something more pressing to work out, tonight if possible. Since Master's slaves live in different parts of the country, and His job takes Him all over, there is the occasion where He may do a "drive by" when He is within a 3 hour drive from one of His girls.
So, I have decided my first "job" is to come up with "Drive By Chores/Rituals." So far, this is what i have come up with.
Chores:
Have a bag ready for travel to Master with clean clothes, cuffs, small selection of play collars, a few of Master's favorite tools, condoms, and white board/markers.
Make sure Master's playroom is clean before leaving so I can truthfully tell Him it is clean.
Print out two maps with two different routes from home to the general area Master will be.
Gather medical bag with at least 24 hours worth of medications.
Be sure purse has everything needed, hard candy, wallet, whistle
Check tires, oil, gas

Rituals:
Slave shower and grooming


~S~

Rookie Slave

Hi, I am S, I am the rookie slave in the family, still new to the lifestyle, till trying to find my way in the sometimes confusing world of BDSM. I am still figuring out my "slave chores" and how to add them into my every day chores.
I have been very lucky to have been born with the slave genetics. Master is my first and only true Master, it is as if I have been born to serve Him and only Him. Master is a legacy within this lifestyle and He is patiently teaching me the way He likes to be served.
I do not know if this is the case with all "plural slave" families, but it is almost as if my sister and I were made to compliment one another's service to Master. Where one is lacking, the other has an almost abundance of skills. I have learned very quickly in some areas and in others, I need to keep working to improve.
For now, I am going to focus on developing my slave chores and rituals for the summer time. During the summer months, I work at a summer camp for special needs children who have different degrees of hearing loss.
Due to my summer job's retrictions, my slave chores and rituals will be different over the summer, so new ones need to be created while still living up to my current chores and responsibilities.
This is the story of my journey as I develop new routines, rituals and chores as I continue to grow in my service and submission to Master and learn from my sister.